Ineffable Ontological Detanglement > Internal Dysregulation

When you're within a fantasy scenario of the people and the concepts you hate, you get carried away with it and you go for it and all of the scenarios in your head become something that could never possibly happen they're far too stupid. They may start out reasonably close to something that could possibly happen and then eventually everybody just turns into an impossible person that could never possibly exist.

If you're a smart person and the things you get angry at are things you should be angry at, you're never getting out of it, it's not your solvable inner rage issues, you're stuck this way. You simply see too much, now you're demented.

And THEN, and THEN... AND THEN!!! Uhh. Eyuhh... No I didn't. No I don't. I couldn't help it, I just started doing it and then it just felt so good to keep doing it. Good, yes, maintain that, no you don't, no you don't do that, that's fucking stupid. Don't get lost in it, don't enjoy it. You want to be a writer? You like that your mind does this? It's going to show itself, everybody who does this and hates themselves knows it when they see it. We don't like you, the people who don't know what you're doing really shouldn't like you and they probably don't. You're a mess you look like a retard.

It can combine with paranoia and turn everybody in your story into the ultimate unreasonable wife from Blow and everybody who isn't the main character from Blow. No that movie was pretty okay I guess, sleek cool sophisticated cocaine-ness. Yeah. It wasn't the writers' fault, it wasn't Johnny Depp's fault. It was drawn from interviews of George Jung. I can only imagine he said "You know who should play me? Johnny Depp."

Mine does everybody is very unreasonable as well, and we are correct everybody is very unreasonable, but, not like that, that's not... That one is how your mind works not how the world works. I'm quite positive you would fall into the top tier of my everybody is very unreasonable, George Jung.